09/11/09

8 years from today was the historic day our country got attacked...8 years from today was when i watched the world trade center be destroyed...and finally 8 years from today was when thousands of civilians became heroes...although i was very young when the famous 9/11 attack took place, i know how much this situation impacts my life...when thousands of civilians ran out from the world trade centers, hundreds of officers, firefighters, and paramedics ran in to save the people knowing that the buildings will soon collapse...the reason you ask for me typing this, it is because of my profession...you all know im going to be a cop, and know to think about it, i will be proud...i know that i will have a high risk of dying, working down in LA, but i am absolutely fine with that...some people may think i am crazy of not being feared of death, but why must i be scared knowing what this country is becoming...this country is starting to be very populated with criminals, and it is changing very rapidly...the reason i want to be a cop is to be a hero, to proudly serve this country, and most importantly, to take part in changing this country into a better place...hundreds of officers, firefighters, and paramedics ran into the buildings knowing that they would die, why they ran in you might ask?...it is because they all have the same goal, and that goal is to change this country and so save people's lives...to think about it now, i am a proud member of the westminster police department, and soon to be proud when i am an officer...but the questions i ask myself when im with explorers or with an officer is: "What will happen to me next?"...when i am doing something involved with law enforcement, i always ask, "where will i be 20 years from now?"...i always wonder 20 years from now, will i be a proud officer working for this country living peacefully with my family, or will i be laying, hopefully peacefully, in my own coffin...i always ask myself that question, but i cannot decide, fate must decide for me..."Where will i be 20 years from now?"...anyways, school is pretty chill, all my classes are fun except english...it feels weird not being in english honors anymore...my teacher, ms. park, is so boring and the class is filled with rude and disrespectful students, such as minh dao, andrew bui, david vu, etc...it pisses me off, gladly i get to go home right after that...no more 6th period for me, so now i have more time to do hw and bring my grades up...no more tennis with me, -sigh-, i met them as a family and i still would like to play, but some of the members that ruined it for me...JV members are always asking me to stay, and i wish, but i just cant with the disrespect and immaturity from some of the members...with band in the other hand, were bonding much more, so im finding them as my other family, and i know this year will be a good year for band season...and some people might call me a quitter, but i know 4 more extennis players that quit the team with the same reason i have...and if a tennis player reads this and talks crap about me behind my back saying i quit and crap, well you better say it to my face and not say crap...i know people are already talking crap and me and my partner for quitting, but i hope you have the guts to say it to my face and not my back fags..