05/22/09

why this all of this crap have to happen now...the moment i been waiting for, and now its ruined...i just wish its perfect...now i feel like i just wanna get out here and go somewhere else...so much fucking crap right now...fucking have to get a progress report for jimenez because she lost one of my tests -.-''...how the fuck do you lose a test...then my parents wont let me do band next year, which im going to miss...now thier threatening to take away tennis...what's next, mind as well take my life away...i have no more use of this realm...i just wanna go somewhere far far away because lately, i been stressed to the max, and i can't take to anyone about it...i can't talk to you because it seems like your gonna explode and our friendship is gonna end ><, and right now, it seems like its going to be...and i dont want it to be true, right now? when the year is going to end, when banquet is coming? how the fuck am i supposed to handle all of this crap...i guess you wanna be alone and ill leave you be...rawr, i have no fucking clue what to do at this point anymore...and i was happy to get all these gifts for you to cheer you up, to end your year nicely for all the crap you been through...but what have i done...it seems like i made it worse...i tried and tired, and i dont want it to end this way...